the temple bell stops but the sound keeps coming - November 18th, 2006
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My life is incredibly screwed up right now. I don't even know how to conceive of how far in denial I am about some things, yet, at the same time, I can sense the part of my subconscious that is screaming in panic mode. Quite the interesting mix. Obviously, I am in the throes of some sort of lost boy complex, to which I say to myself, you are an utter imbecile.

I cannot keep up with the Intranets anymore. I don't know how this is possible, considering how I am skating through RL, but, then again, my definition of skating is probably harsher than others.

The point being, I am avoiding stuff and getting settled into a "NO, I SHALL NOT GROW UP" mind set and I cannot use the Internet for my escape route, as usual. Where do I turn? To the next best haven, of course!

Progress:

Books:

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14 / 50
(28.0%)


Pages:
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4,570 / 15,000
(30.5%)


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