search soleil (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
searchsoleil) wrote2007-11-05 12:27 am
searchsoleil) wrote2007-11-05 12:27 am
Entry tags:
AGH.
Oh my God. Oh, my God.
My academic is broken.
I have ten pages worth of papers due this Wednesday and I cannot write. Me. Who relishes papers. Who is supposed to be using two of those pages to do a report on fucking Paprika! What is my problem? I mean, why can't I just write?
I have done so many things to avoid this it is actually getting ridiculous.
I read a novella length fic (CC fans: run, do not walk to copperbadge's post on the matter). I watched all of Nobuta Wo Produce (first time; yes, I'm slow; yes, I cried). I watched the first two episodes of Moyashimon (SO MUCH CRACK, CRACK CRACK CRACK). I caught up with La Corda D'Oro. I watched the new KKM OAV raw. I CANNOT UNDERSTAND JAPANESE. This is all on top of my usual FList checking and manga downloading!
I wrote about a page today and it just. It sucks. It sucks so much. It is worse than my LJ posts. Apart from what shows up here a lot of the time, I am usually very articulate in my writing. I am also usually a diligent worker who can sit down and get things done when the need arises.
I DO NOT USUALLY FLIT OFF TO PROJECT GUTENBERG AND STARE LONGINGLY AT THE SCARLET PIMPERNEL.
WHO AM I AND WHAT HAVE I DONE WITH MYSELF?
My academic is broken.
I have ten pages worth of papers due this Wednesday and I cannot write. Me. Who relishes papers. Who is supposed to be using two of those pages to do a report on fucking Paprika! What is my problem? I mean, why can't I just write?
I have done so many things to avoid this it is actually getting ridiculous.
I read a novella length fic (CC fans: run, do not walk to copperbadge's post on the matter). I watched all of Nobuta Wo Produce (first time; yes, I'm slow; yes, I cried). I watched the first two episodes of Moyashimon (SO MUCH CRACK, CRACK CRACK CRACK). I caught up with La Corda D'Oro. I watched the new KKM OAV raw. I CANNOT UNDERSTAND JAPANESE. This is all on top of my usual FList checking and manga downloading!
I wrote about a page today and it just. It sucks. It sucks so much. It is worse than my LJ posts. Apart from what shows up here a lot of the time, I am usually very articulate in my writing. I am also usually a diligent worker who can sit down and get things done when the need arises.
I DO NOT USUALLY FLIT OFF TO PROJECT GUTENBERG AND STARE LONGINGLY AT THE SCARLET PIMPERNEL.
WHO AM I AND WHAT HAVE I DONE WITH MYSELF?