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searchsoleil) wrote2004-07-02 03:15 pm
searchsoleil) wrote2004-07-02 03:15 pm
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I am so.... well... I dunno.
I never like to admit I'm bored. In fact, I'd like to say I am hardly if ever bored. And really, I don't think its possible to be bored. To describe it with any concrete information only brings about other adjectives in the context of not knowing what to do.
So, I'm not bored. I am:
Frustrated: Things I wanted to do are unavailable and other things I don't find worth doing.
Annoyed: Nothing I want to look at is available.
Blah: I don't really have the energy to go do something worthwhile.
I wanted to look in a fandom glossary and the site is gone. I wanted to read more Mint, but the thing isn't working anymore. I want to read some fanfiction, but know if I read anything more I will loose my already slipping grip on the other long WIPs I am currently waiting for updates on. I want my Gravitation DVD to get here, but there's no telling how long that’s going to take in Economy. I want to watch a movie, but I couldn't be bothered to watch something I've seen already as is the case with everything available to me in the immediate future.
I ought to work on the windows, like I'm supposed to. I ought to clean my room, like I keep telling myself. I ought to.... I don't know.
...
*sighs*
I never like to admit I'm bored. In fact, I'd like to say I am hardly if ever bored. And really, I don't think its possible to be bored. To describe it with any concrete information only brings about other adjectives in the context of not knowing what to do.
So, I'm not bored. I am:
Frustrated: Things I wanted to do are unavailable and other things I don't find worth doing.
Annoyed: Nothing I want to look at is available.
Blah: I don't really have the energy to go do something worthwhile.
I wanted to look in a fandom glossary and the site is gone. I wanted to read more Mint, but the thing isn't working anymore. I want to read some fanfiction, but know if I read anything more I will loose my already slipping grip on the other long WIPs I am currently waiting for updates on. I want my Gravitation DVD to get here, but there's no telling how long that’s going to take in Economy. I want to watch a movie, but I couldn't be bothered to watch something I've seen already as is the case with everything available to me in the immediate future.
I ought to work on the windows, like I'm supposed to. I ought to clean my room, like I keep telling myself. I ought to.... I don't know.
...
*sighs*