Let's just put it out there that I'm weird.

[searchsoleil]

I've been playing a lot of tetris lately, and God's truth, it's gotten to the point where I see tetris scenarios every time I blink. And you know, I keep thinking that this is what it must be like to be a Go pro. To have tsumego, life and death problems, burned into the backs of your eyelids. It's insane! They go through their whole lives like this! I need to write fic!

Also, I'm finally reading Havemercy, and so far it is amazing. Haven't quite decided on a favorite character--the cast listing is atrociously long--but I've already got a ship, which satisfies me in my fangirlish heart.

Also the second, I've finished my paper on "leaving behind heteronormativity in Conrad's Heart of Darkness," which I've taken to affectionately calling "that piece of shit paper where I diss my own sex and shamelessly display my love for gay men." But I got an A on the first draft, so hopefully that will carry over. One more paper left, due over reading week, about nostalgia in émigrés for my European complit class and then I have three finals in two days and then I am OUT of this godforsaken place that I will miss horribly within an hour of arriving home for the summer. I hate that I already know how that will go.

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[danibennett.livejournal.com]

Hello! Uh. I just read your email! And now I am weeping but in a REALLY GOOD WAY I promise also we will totally see you tonight at CUSFS right? Right! Because I totally wish to talk to you more (or perhaps just blither at you insanely about how much I loved your email, ahaha.)


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[search-soleil.livejournal.com]

I'm so so glad you liked it and did not think it was scary fangirl ranting (haha, the first draft, let's not talk about it) because I certainly thought it was scary fangirl ranting and did not want to send it. But it was from the heart, and I thought you guys deserved to see the love that was in there, because there was a lot of it even if it was sort of mixed up with the crazy. I'm especially glad you guys like Royal because I cannot call them anything else now, and it would be terrible to know that you didn't approve.

We can just blither insanely at each other, since I'm not likely to fare much better. ♥

OH MY GOD, DON'T LOOK YET. SO MANY LAYOUT ISSUES STILL TO CONQUER.

[search-soleil.livejournal.com]

...Okay, you can look now.